Well i thought it was time to tell everyone that browses by this page about whats been goin on with me. I Have been thinking alot lately and i have come to a few conclusions.

One is that music is the most Glorious thing in this world, it does so much that plain words just cant do most of the times, and you never really appreciate somthing untill you arnt able to have it or have it taken from you for a time.

Two is that i have finally found out what i want out of life, what i would like more than anything else in this world and that is Love.. True, Real, Joyous Love, for that i would give anything and everything, nothing compares to it. I just want to be able to have the thing that everyone clams to have but most people never find, and in my life i do think that i have been fortunate enough to have found it... the only problem is that i think it is probley out of my reach for now.

Knowing that that might be put on hold for a good deal of time there's the Third thing i have realized and thats what i want to do in life. I Have finally found out what i want to do with my life and that is to make other peoples lives a bit better than they were before, and if that means i have to compromise my own happiness in the process then so be it, it is a price i am more than willing to pay. If i can somehow manage to make others happier in their lifetime then they were before, even if just by the tiniest bit, then i will be successful in my own eyes. Even if im not rich or happy, i will be glad to know i have done my little part while im here for the short time that i am. ~All Die, but not All Live~ Its funny after everything i have gone through i have decided all i want to do is help others.. Its funny how things work out isnt it? I think it is....